Happy pills are happy. They remove the gloom, anxiety and anomie of modern life. SSRIs love you. I am starting to understand why Eli Lilly made so much money. I lay in bed early in the morning feeling warm waves of ear ringing comfort and contentment. They vibrate my cns with fuzzy humid bath like relaxation and fluffy positive feelings as I lay on my side and stare at the room in front of me. But it isn’t a high or synthetic feeling and I don’t want to go back to sleep. It is a comfort and neutrality thing. It soaks up the pang of anxiety that I used to have when i would hear a car door slam outside on the road and it makes me aware of my buzzing ears where i used to be short of breath and scared I had some severe illness. Funny Prozac cartoon mascot illustration for the portfolio.